buhbuhbuhbuhbuh. For some reason today i decided i wanted to write a letter to you, i don’t know what the chances of you seeing this are but i figured I’d write it anyways. when i first met you i honestly had no clue that you would change my life so much. i was kind of a slut theres really no way to sugar coat it, and living completely recklessly. but you came and showed me inadvertently that i was striving to be someone i’m not, trying to fill shoes i never could, happily at least. you’ve probably heard this from me over and over again, but i appreciate you so much, yeah maybe i do think the world “shines out of your ass” but it doesn’t bother me one bit, you bring out the absolute best in me and i have never been so comfortable around anyone else. im so fascinated by you because you are one of the most dynamic and dangerous people i have ever met. in some way you have the ability to control the way my day goes, it really doesn’t begin until i get a text from you. you’re dangerous in the sense that you have the capability to completely destroy me, just like the ocean. you have seen me at my worst and have still stood by me. you’re unlike anyone i have come into contact with and im tantalized at your unique qualities. i never really knew what i was missing in life until you came into mine. that absolute honesty and forwardness is what was missing. you’re awkward at times but its beyond adorable, i find myself at a loss for words when im around you and grasping at topics to keep you interested in. i have never been so open and honest with anyone else in my life, you’ve torn down almost every wall i had spent the last 2 years building up in a matter of months. the little qualities you have just have a way of catching my eye and capturing my heart. i love it when you smile, i am just crazy about the way every time you smile it makes a new line on your face for me to admire. what i like the most though, is when you let your serious side down, although it only happens briefly, if only for a minute or so, it just shows me another side of you. from the first day i met you i told you i was going to figure you out and despite im not quite there, i plan to do it. i don’t want a big part of you, i just want a small piece, about the size of your fist, your heart. im not greedy, even if theres a small place for me in there somewhere im more then content with that. before i met you my life was just black and white, but you came and gave meaning and colors to it. You always save me when I’m breaking.